Sweet Rebellion

Now that you're gone I've started to realize how much you really matter to me.
You really loved me despite my faults.
I try to accept that you're gone.
I faild somehow,
I hope you know that I tried my hardest,
but I guess it wasn't hard enough.
I would do anything to make it better agian.
But I know that it would be a miracle if I ever was aloud to talk to you agin.
I faild to be that person you wanted me to be.
I guess life isn't easy anymore.
I hope you one day will understand,
because I know that everything I say just hurts right now.

Andra gången jag sårat någon så totallt.

Någon jag älskar.

Vill inte längre

Orkar inte vara glad just nu, snälla tvinga mig inte.

Älskar hnm.. o jag vet att han vet att jag gör det. Men jag vet också att han inte klarar av det här.
Inte just nu...